I don’t know where else to write really.
Because I don’t want to be an attention whore, and I don’t want to constantly continue to think and make myself get sad.
So since no one will read this anyways, it’s better I do it here.
I am hurt and so strongly affected by the negativity that he throws at me. How can he not understand that his actions are so immature; That everything he insults and everyone he insults is within him. He is the force, he is the one who can’t confront someone, he is the one who has so many problems and is so fucked up in every way.
And I still care so deeply, that it hurts.
And I hope he is happy. Because karma will come around, or at least I pray it will.
And if I am happy for him, if I truly don’t give a damn, then maybe something good will finally happen.